Salam MaaL HijraH 1433~

Salam menyambut Maal Hijra tahun baru Masihi kpd
semua umat Islam diseluruh dunia~
telah banyak kenangan yg sy akan tinggalkn pd hijrah yg lepas
dan bmula lembaran yg baru pd thn baru nih.. 
Alhamdulillah, krn sy masih dberi peluang utk bnafas dan mnikmati nikmat2Nya...

tlalu byk sejarah n kisah silam yg sy alami..
smpai xtetanggung asenye..
sy harap sy dapat mlupakan segala kenangan pahit yg sy lalui...
biarlah ia djdkn sebagai pengalaman hdp dan pengajaran bg diri sy...

ape azam tahun nih??
sy ase mungkin ramai yg telah menanam byk azam yg baik tuk diri mereka...
sy gak xketinggalan tuk tanam azam tuk diri sy..

selama nih, maybe sy kurang sedar sy telah mngabaikn tanggungjawab sy
sbg seorg anak kpd kedua org tua sy...
dn sedar xsedar kemungkinan besar, sy seringkali mlukakan
ataupon telah mgguris perasaan mereka..
so, azam sy.. insyaAllah, sy akan cb tuk mbahagiakan mama n ayah sy..
hope sy dapat mperbaiki sikap sy tuk mjadi anak yg baik n solehah..

sy juga ingin mbahagiakan diri sy sendiri..
sy harap pintu rezeki sy akn dbukakn seluas2 olehNya~
selepas habis pengajian sy nih..
smg Allah S.W.T mpermudahkan urusan sy..
tuk mperoleh kerjaya, sy bdoa smg cepat2 sy dapat kerja... ^_^

dn xlupa juga...sy bharap smg Allah S.W.T mperkenankn doa sy..
smg sy dpertemukan dgn jodoh sy..
seorg insan yg yg baik dn mampu mbimbing sy kearah kebaikan..
insyaAllah, sy sentiasa bdoa smg jodoh sy nanti boleh menerima diri sy n famly sy seadanya..

akhir sekali, sy bdoa smg Allah S.W.T sentiasa
mlindungi umat Islam ddunia ni dr sebarang ancaman2 luar..
smg umat islam sentiasa bsatu padu mpertahankan agama Islam..
begitu juga, smg negara Malaysia sentiasa aman dan makmur...
dn harap bangsa melayu mpertahankan maruah Negara dr dperkotak-katik oleh org luar..
hope sgt2 mereka bsatu padu n sefahaman antr satu sama len..
tiada pengkhianatan dan hasad dengki..
barulah bangsa melayu boley maju!

okies, tu je coretan sy
sekali ag.. Salam MaaL Hijrah~
Smg Allah mBerkati kehidupan kita dmase kini dan akan datang~
aMeen, InsyaAllah~

sahabatku~

^_^ hye... tetibe mlm ni sblm tdo sy nk wat coretan skit...

ehheh biaselah...angin nga xbrape nk baik...

hurm sbb lappy sy nih slalu wat hal..

ye lorh da tua lappy sy nih...

da mula nk nazak!!

mlm ni nk cte ttg sahabat..

hurm nk mula dr mane ek..

ok! sy cte la e..

zaman skrg nih mmg susah nk cr sahabat yg btol2 baik n ikhlas~

dlm sesuatu phbgn psahabatn, kwn mmg lorh sgt ramai~

paling mudah nk cr kawan..

mcm2 kategori sume ade..

tp nk cr sahabat sejati..mmg lorh sukar dperolehi..

since sy da mrantau time blaja nih..

mmg sy susah nk jumpe sahabat yg baik..

bg sy..sahabat yg sy jumpe hnye mase zaman sekolah menagah dulu..

alhamdulillah hbgn kami tjalin ngn baik...

hurm~ rindunya pd dorg..

since after spm..kami mmg jarang bjumpe...

masing2 de haluan sendiri..

tp kalo waktu ct, kami xkn ktinggalan tuk bjumpe..

slalu je akn set date tuk kami bjumpe..

bg sy, dorg lah paling memahami diri sy..

mengenali siapa idayu shah haibi sbnrnya~

sahabat yg sentiase dsisi sy mse senang n susah..

mmg payah nk cr sehabat seperti dorg~

suzy, hana, zue, pyah...

sy sayang sgt2 kt korg...

aku rindu mase2 dulu mase zaman sekolah..

hope phbgn psahabatan kite kekal tuk selamanya~

insyaAllah~

kt bawahni lagu br najwa latif btajuk sahabat~

dtujukn khas buat sahabat sy...

i love u all so much..

muuuaahhh!!

kau ada dikala ku suka 

dikala ku duka

setiap tangisan dan juga ketawa

kau ada dikala ku perlu

setia menemaniku

pegang erat tanganku bila ku jatuh

kau lah yang selalu

slalu menemaniku

mendengar kisah pahit manis hidupku

kau lah yang disitu

setia menungguku

kaulah yang satu

menjadi sahabatku

ku tahu ku kan slalu ada

pada dirimu

dan ku harap kau juga rasa begitu

kau lah yang selalu

slalu menemaniku

mendengar kisah pahit manis hidupku

kau lah yang disitu

setia menungguku

kaulah yang satu

menjadi sahabatku

i'm in love with you~

it's too late to regret now

it's to late to beg you to stay

already used to have you by my side

though not knowing, that it is love

cannot call out to you again!

can't call out again

good bye, leave this lie behind

leaving alone

only friend?

only friendship?

i miss you so much

so sad~

i feel like a fool being deceived

let's get along like friends?

now, i can't be without you

even if it's miserable, even if it's tearful

i still laugh as if nothing has happened

will you love me?

will you hold me?

even if just one day

even if this once

will you love me?

tag f0r some0ne~

selamat malam~~

da agak lame xupdate blog nih~~

haty sy ng dlanda kesuraman~ 

huhuhu~ 

this is for someone!

it will be like this

i will forget you

starting from today

you will be person

that i do not know

just like a person that i have not seen

even if we meet on the street, our paths have never crossed

i am all alright

i've already forgotten

i'm happy in my busy world

i have met a good person

as it grows weaker and weaker, it will slowly be forgotten

speaking of love

another love will cone along

it surely will

even though it hurts now

as time passes

the wounds will heal

it will be like this

it will forget you

and i will too~

Wish You Were Here ♥♥~

i can be tough, i can be strong
but with you, it's not like that at all
there's a girl that gives a shit
behind this wall, you just walk through it


and i remember all those crazy thins you said
you left then running though my head
you're always there, you're everywhere
but right now i wish you were here


all those crazy things we did
didn't think about it, just went with it
you're always there, you're everywhere
but right now i wish you were here


damn, damn, damn 
what i'd do to have you here, here, here
i wish you were here
damn, damn, damn 
what i'd do to have you here, here, here

i wish you were here

i love the way you are

it's who i am, don't have to try hard

we always say, say it like it is

and the truth is that i really miss

all those crazy things we did

didn't think about it, just went with it
you're always there, you're everywhere
but right now i wish you were here

all those crazy things we did

didn't think about it, just went with it

you're always there, you're everywhere

but right now i wish you were here

damn, damn, damn

what i'd do to have you here, here, here

i wish you were here

damn, damn, damn

what i'd do to have you here, here, here

i wish you were here

no i don't wanna let go, i just wanna let you know

that i never wanna let go, let go, oh, oh

no i don't wanna let go, i just wanna let you know

that i never wanna let go, let go, oh, oh

let go, let go, let go, let go, let go, let go

let go, let go, let go

damn, damn, damn 

what i'd do to have you here, here, here

i wish you were here

damn, damn, damn 

what i'd do to have you here, here, here

i wish you were here

damn, damn, damn 

what i'd do to have you here, here, here

i wish you were here

damn, damn, damn 

what i'd do to have you here, here, here

i wish you were here

mood ilang dtg alek??

arini sy blaja wat cokelat..
huhuhu first time ni wat..
tah ape ase ler kn..
tp sedap ler..


kwn sy, jannah..
teringin nk mam cokelat..
exceli kami mmg suke mam cokelat..
kwn sy ni mmg hantu cokelat...


punye la xpenah beli kt kedai yg mbekal brgn bakery...
adoi satu batu pahat kami redah..
mmg la susah nk jumpe..
sbb xpenah p..
jln kt bp ni mmg bosan..
asyik sehala jew.. runsing dwatnye~


b4 g cr bahan nk wat cokelat..
singgah jap st summit..
exceli nk jalan2 je..
cuci2 mate..
aleh2..
sy rembat ler 3 helai bj...
heheh 2 helai bj tdo n 1 tshirt angry bird..
huhuhu..sgt2 comey...
then deli handbag n wallet..
colour mmg sgt menarik..
dgn ase exited gle...
byr je asal sy puas hati memiliki beg tu...


pic? owh no..
malas nk snap..
sy xde mood skrg ni...
hati nga gundah2 gulana...
ase tgn ni cam da lame xtumbuk org..
ahahah boley x nk tumbuk org??
@_@


alek uma je..
mula la wat operasi~
colekat try n error..
then akhirnye siap gak..
huhu...
pcubaan ni just wat skit je..
kwn2 sy cam teruja nk ase..
dorg pon nk..
tp sorry la..
sy wat skit, xmampu nk bg sume..
heheh nt de mase sy wat ag ye...


this week de test ari sabtu..
niat dhati nk alek kampong mmg tgendala..
hurm nmpaknye sem ni sy mmg jarang pulang ke kampong..


ct raye haji nt pon lom sure sy alek kampong..
myb sy akn ke kedah..
de camping..
huhu rindu ni nk masuk utan..
wat aktiviti lasak...


skrg ni sy kena rajin bjoging..
stamina da kurang..
badan pon da mcm lemau..
adoi..xbesnye bdn asyik ase penat...
kalo da bjoging..ase ringan skit badan...


myb esok g joging..
sape nk join??
sila la g stadium U esok ptg ye..
heheh...


okies, len kali smbong ag..
nk tdo...
esok nk stady...
doakan tuk sy ye~~

hypocrite~

selamat malam~

da hampir 3 minggu djohor...

mood blaja ok jew.....

hati sy sedang bebunga2 keriangan..

tp xla tlalu riang...

sy sedang menyesuaikan diri...

2 minggu bturut2 sy alek kampong labis..

asal dtg ct jew..

ari khamis sy da mhilang ke labis..

huhuhu...

this week bkemungkinan besar...

housemate sy sume alek kmpong minggu ni..

dorg rindu fmly dorg~~

sy?? 

mmg la ase rindu nk alek uma...

rindu kt mamurtle sy yg comey tu..

kt turtle sy yg comey tu..

hihihi...tp mama sy xbg alek..

nt takot sy penat katenye...

hurm...

sy xkesah pon nk alek sbnrnye..

cume.. xnk la mnyusahkn mama sy lak..

byk urusan yg perlu dea wat..

kalo alek pon..

sy tetap sorg2 diuma...

tp da kalo dak uma sewa sume alek kmpong..

xkn sy nk duk sorg2..

huhuhu.. tpakse ler alek labis...

dr tdo sorg2 kt uma~ 

sem ni..

sy bjumpe ngn ramai yg tlalu hipokrit..

hurm pela naseb badan kali nih...

da xlarat nk ngadap org cam tu~

entah ler..

sbnrnye sy kurang mahir nk memahami watak seseorg..

agak lembab la senang cte..

hikhik...

then ble bjumpe ngn org cam tu..

sy ase..bosan tol lorh..

xsuke nk ngadap org cam tu..

de sorg mamat nih..

dulu bkwn ngn sy..

then ble dtnye soal hati..

mcm2 alasan dea...

xnk fkr soal cinta la..

fkr mase dpn la..

nk kije dulu la..

awek2 ni letak tepi...

then skrg tutap sy dgr cte...

dea da bcouple ngn someone..

huhuhu... ckp xserupa bikin ler...

tah pape tah...

tu la..

kalo bcakap tu bfkr dulu..

poyo je ckp mcmtu...

hurm.. sy bukn jeles k..

sy cume xsuke ngn jenis manusia yg xbpendirian..

hurm kalo selamanye diri tu xde pendirian..

smpai ble pon hdp tu xkn kemana...

tepuk la dada n tnyelah hati ye..

apepon.. sy mdoakan smg dea bahagia.. 

sbg seorg yg bgelar kwn..

mestilah mdoakan yg tbaik..

ye x...

hikhik...

pjalanan sy masih ag tlalu jauh..

so sy xnk la mrumitkn + serabotkan pale otak sy ngn benda cam tu...

bukn kamu sorg yg jumpe..

sikap dea ngn lelaki len same je...

siapa orgnye?

hurm bialah mjadi rahsia..

sy pon da mls nk tnye pape2 ag..

sumenye sy da pndang sepi..

ngn xde perasaan..

huhuhu bhati kering ag bagus...

"good"~

ok la..

dr fkr soal2 yg xpenting..

bek sy fkr benda len...

sy nk happy..

xmo cedey2...

apepon hdp mesti dteruskan..

biarkan kelukaan tu mjadi sumber semangat tuk diri sy..

tuk lebeh yakin pd diri sendiri..

always thnk positive..

dun give_up

smile always~

setiap masalah pasti de penyelesaiannye~~

InsyaAllah~~

seminggu~~

udah seminggu d johor..
last week sy xg kuliah..
alaa biase mmg first week xstart kuliah ag..


arini agak memenatkan..
walaupon kelas hanye belah ptg..
tu pon de yg cancle sbb lecture mc..
waahhh ase cam best jew...
hikhik...


sy nga pening susun jadual..
hurm.. subjek control btindih ngn casting..
adoi..
sy da malas nk tukar seksyen..
ye loeh...
sy kalo ley xmo de kelas ari rabu n jumaat...


niat d hati nk cr kije part time...
nk cr duit skit..
huhuhu..
da alang2 last sem..
try ler nk cr duit skit2...
tp ni lum comfrm ag..
kena tnye madam sy dbnting a.k.a mama sy..
huhuhu mesti dea xbg sy kije punye..


bdn sy da mula terase saket..
ye lorh da agak lame sy ni xbjoging..
hurm..mmg terase sgt2 nih...
adoi... kena start exercise ag gamaknye..
kalo x.. cam ni lorh gayenye...


hbgn sy ngn en bhati kering..
hurm bjalan cam biase...
kami bkwn cam biase..
sy da xde tlalu ikotkan perasaan..
buang perasaan jauh2..
xnk fkr yg bukn2..
kalo ade jodoh, maka ade la...
kalo xde.. hurm sy kena bsiap sedia..
sy xley jangka segala kemungkinan yg akan dtg...


perasaan syg?
hurm mmg la syg...
tp skrg ni sy nk fokus pd stdy sy dulu..
dea pon soh sy jgn men..
balaj molek2..
so, urusan len..sy ketepikan dulu...


bia hati ni slalu aman damai...
ahahah...
xde gundah gulana...
sy kt sini akn blaja molek2..
duk diam2... ahahah..


no men no cry okay~~


ag pon adik bongsu sy ade kt sini..
hbgn kami boley la dkatekan baik..
de la sy bantu2 dea..
sbg kakak..kena la tolong adik..
sy pon risau kalo de yg xkena pd adik sy..
seboleh2nye sy beri keselesaan pd dea..
macamnepon dea tetap darah daging sy..


ayah sy da bjanji beberape kali nk dtg sini..
hurm..tp masih de je halangan..
adik sy da merajuk..
penat mnunggu katenye...
hurm..biasela ank manje...


seumur hdp sy..
ayah sy sekali je melawat sy mase sy d sekolah teknik shah alam..
yg len xpenah...
ni pon secare kebetulan adik sy dapat u sini..
so dea nk dtg pon sbb adik sy..


hurm..sy bukn cemburu..
tp yela...sy pon punye hati n perasaan...
sy ni hnye pendam je ape yg sy ase..
hurm..xpela, myb ni sume da ttulis utk sy...


so, sy harap adik sy ni..
pandai2 la jge diri..
sy pon bukn suke sgt nk jge hal peribadi dea.
asalkan dea pandai jge diri sudah...


so, kwn2.. sy selalu bfkr...
"hadapi dgn senyuman semua yg tjadi biar tjadi..
hadapi dgn tenang jiwa, smg kn baik2 saja"


selamat malam~~
^_^

at parit raja~

minggu ni sy malas nk g kuliah..
hahah bukn ape..mmg mood nk blaja xde ag..
skrg nga sibuk uruskn report Li...
mmg sgt2 pemalas kn sy nih...
wat report xciap2..
hikhik InsyaAllah..next week sy anta...


alek sini pon cam rushing jew..
kemas brg kt uma slame 2 jam..
then smpai uma sewa jam 1 a.m
xcukup rehat sbnrnye...
masih ag terase penat..
ad0i bdn sy saket2..
ase cam nk demam...
help me!!


uma sy hmpir 5 minit br smpai U..
dlm uma sume siap perabot..
kire masuk uma tu just cuci kaki je lorh~~
hikhik..
alhamdulillah..uma ni uma lect sy..
dea g smbung blaja Phd kt UUM..
so slame 3 thn dsane..
uma dea sewakan..


sgt2 selesa dsini..
sy duk Taman wira jaya...
kire agak jauh skit dr U..
tp xkesah sgt ler~
budak2 uma ni pon ok~
yg penting pnadai jge kebersihan...
sy habuk2 ni alah skit..
nt sik bersin jew..
hurm..gatal2 kang bdn2 sy..
elergik bebenor kulit sy nih...


sy nga susun jadual nih..
kemungkinan besar rabu n jumaat sy xde kelas..
ingt nk cr keje part time..
tp tgk dulu keadaan..
tgk sy larat ke x..
hikhik... xpela, kalo kije..
de gak duit skit tuk bayar sewa uma n internet...


kalo ley xno ler susah2kn mama sy..
da last2 sem ni kena ler pndai2 cr duit~~
hehehe... tp kena tgk keadaan dulu..


hope Allah S.W.T mpermudahkan segala urusan sy...
da xsbr da nk bes blaja ni...


disini sy de slit pic dlm uma sewa sy...
heeh sje nk mcapap~~

berendoi ank buah~~

majlis berendoi ank cousin sy ari sabtu lepas~
heheh br terase nk menulis kt blog..
sblm2 ni busy skit~~
maklum ler..
sibuk uruskn ttg pelajaran..
ahahah xley busy ne pon...


bby kembaq hazirah n zahirah mmg sgt2 comey..
dorg kembaq xseiras..
tlalu jauh pbezaan rupa mereka bdua..
tp mmg ler comey..
sy sgt2 geram ngn dorg..
xpuas nk pelok n cium...


araca mjlis mcukur jambul diiringi marhaban wanita tmn sri putra...
majlis mmg sgt2 meriah..
sy rajin2 gak la tlg2 siap2kn pe yg patot..
since mama sy demam..
so, sy wakilkn mama sy tuk rewang...


alhamdulillah..
ramai jugala yg hadir...


so, dr mingu lepas smpai la minggu ni sy busy..
penat~
ahahha.. xcukup tdo..
hikhik...


yela, da masuk blaja kena la bgn awal..
kalo duk uma ley bgn lewat..
hikhik...
nga memikir nk susun jadual kuliah~~
hope xde kelas tlalu awl pagi..
heheheh

bby zahirah~ 

bby hazirah~